bridled

I liked the way I move
I liked the way I smile
I liked the way I walk
I liked the way I manage my self
I liked the way I live

But they don’t like

They said Im strange
They said Im weird
They said Im fool
They said Im definitely crazy
They said Im idiot

I feel under pressure

Carrying all of this by myself
Loose my confidence

Now I don’t like myself tough



Dedicated to someone who never gave deprecate even by one word to me.

depok-salemba-depok

tak menyangka 7 minggu berlalu...

depok - salemba - depok

05.00 am - 02.00 pm

masih terus membantu killing my time

ditengah tengah 02.00 pm - 02.00 am

dalam kutatan my activities list

thx God... i still can smile... even just a little :)

"dia bagiku"

Begitu banyak kata-katanya yang membuatku mengerutkan dahi
Namun dia dalam diamnya yang selalu ku kagum

Ada waktu ketika ku ingin menamparnya keras
Namun terbentang beribu detik tuk memeluknya erat

Pernah ku terdiam murung merunduk dihadapnya
Namun terus tersenyum dan membuatnya tertawa lebih membahagiakan

Terlintas harapan untuk berani mengusirnya jauh
Namun tak kuasa, dan ku memintanya tuk tetap di sisi

Berharap dia dan kami tak pernah ada
Namun keputusan menjaga anugerah ini selamanya lebih kuat

Ku berkesah tentang dirinya
Namun ke bersyukur terus mencintanya


dedicated to prue
27 janvier 2006
1h00

Duridu graduation day!

4 February 2006

Jessica Setiawan and Mira Maryana
two of our best classmates in arch-ui 2002
graduate in cummelaud

congratulation girls
we, behind you,
will be follow after next 6 months..

amin :)

being like this...

this heart so cold
this mind quite strange
make me such as in underpressure

i hope i wont destroy anything
but please help me to find better way
give me freedom to laugh and shine
as a truly human being