memar ini kudapat
bahkan senyum terindah dari ibuku
menambahkan memar satu lagi
ingin kusampaikan ungkapan maaf berulang kali
namun tak mampu...
sakitnya kian terasa
tiap saat kutitikan air mata ini
perasaan bersalah bercampur haru
berkecamuk mencekam hati dan jiwa
menyesakkan dada
noktah jingga di visi
rona semu jambu di jiwa
hampir hilang
tak ingin lagi kutatap kelabu ini
biarpun hijau biru telur asin mewarnai
namun setidaknya itu tidak gelap
aku ingin shcoking pink ataupun bright orange
di hamparan light blue dan lemon green...
aku mohon
kesembuhan..
jiwa dan raga
dan bantulah aku menyatakan cinta
pada ibuku, ibu yang penuh berkah
tiny footprints: thoughts and acts leave the footprints of living, here i attach some for you..
in the depth of his eyes, I found his true feelings
ReplyDeletein the depth of my mother's voice, I found the deepest love
between those depths I see I'm hurt
between those depths I see their pain
but between those depths... I found peace.. love.. and honesty..
carefully and slowly... I'll see to them not having the pain...
and I'll see mine being drifted by the air...
with only patient and willingness to let go..
love is not about keeping it to yourself, but giving it to others...
I'll give mine to both of them...until it's time for me to fade away... :)
-luv u sis! be strong ma belle... -
I wonder how you have bit same feeling such as mine..
ReplyDeletethe diference i even dont know... he is aware my existing here or not hiiihihi..
but.. this lately weeks my mouth mumbling... im sorry mom... im sorry prince... im sorry..
such as a big trouble i have made.. im in trouble by myself.. no longer being like this i hope..
no longer..
o my dear sis... how could i share this, it's already hard for me..
love you to sis... thank you for understanding me ^_^
hug