Saturday, November 26, 2005

a dream

there will be cows right there
cocks and hens everywhere
dogs bravely show their faithful

small simple house
surrounded by wide green grass

fresh air
clean water

little friends give their best laugh
live in peaceful and lot of smile

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

merasa bersalah!

"hm... naek ojek 3000 trus angkot 1000 hemm ojek lagi 5000" dalem hati sambil ngitung uang... gile ongkos jadi naekkk hahaha... buru buru sihhhh jadi ngojekk padahal kalo ga buru buru mungkin ongkos bisa cuman 1000 rupiah!!!! dari rumah ke depan jalan kaki... trus naek angkot bayar 1000 trus naek bus kampus... tapi karena mendadak disuruh ngampus jadi lari tunggang langgang... bokek deh... :(

pas naek angkot si supirnya malah ngomongin lagu 'si komo' inget ga siiih??? macet lagi macet lagi gara gara si komo lewat.... pak polisi jadi bingung orang orang ikut bingung...

huaaaahahahaha lucu banget supirnya nyanyi nyanyi gitu gara gara jam setengah dua siang plis dong masa macet siiiiihhh..... hehehe

pas turun dari angkot dengan bangganya bayar 1000 rupiah pake uang baru.... uhm tapi tiba tiba wajah si supir yang tadinya bahagia karena nyanyi nyanyi kok jadi berubah gitu ya...
hem mungkin dia ada masalah kali ya...

setelah tu angkot pergi...

ya ampuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun

baru nyadar.....

kan BBM naek... bukan cuma ojek doang yang naekkkkkk... tapi angkot juga....

jadi bukan 1000 harusnya tapi 1500...

huhuhuhu merasa bersalah....
jadi ga enak...
kerasa banget ga enaknya
sampe sampe pengen ketemu lagi sama abang-abang angkotnya
mau bayar lagiii

ya ampunnn maafkan saya ya abang angkot ya ceria :)

semoga suatu hari kita bertemu lagi, untuk ngelunasin utang saya... amin :)

Thursday, November 17, 2005

thank you for understanding me..

thank you for understanding me

you always sit right beside me
you always make my heart comfort

but i still cant realize
another hurts will come

and i still like pray for us
may happyness always in our heart

thank you for understanding me

s i l l y- t h i n g s!

Sun shine brightly in this side of world

and Moon out calmly in the other side of world

She is walking through the streets
breath deeply on her every step
smiling to herself when she realize
thinking of him

He is writing on his work
seeing the clock everytime he could
realize that he thinking nothing
except thinking of her too

silly things..

since when it started
until when it will find the end

now nobody knows

Remember the silence feeling writing i wrote month ago?

may be suggestion to make the next chapter of it is quite brilliant =)
thanks Nick!

Read This Book!!!

Dear my friends,

dont care you are boys or girls
may be men or women too =)

if you have time for love
try to read this book
its good

i really give you recommendation to read it
i think oldish who lived ages before us
applied way of life such as printed on this book

remember the name of the book?
"he's just not that into you"

remember who wrote it?
Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo

not only for women
of course men need read it too!

tell me after you read it =)

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

He's just not that into you!

hi hi hi hi hi provokatif banget nih buku!!!
di satu sisi its really match sama konvensional life gw =)

He's Just Not That Into You
By Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo

"He's Just Not That Into You is provocative,
hilarious and, above all, intoxicatingly liberating.
It deserves a place on every woman's night table.
It knows you're a beautiful, smart, funny woman who deserves better.
The next time you feel the need to start "figuring him out,"
consider the glorious thought that maybe he's just not that into you.
And then set yourself loose to go find the one who is."

You should see how Wulan suggested me to read this book!
You must be laugh when you see Mira's face when knew i'll read this book!
You cant stand when Niken screamed hehehe when knew i've already finnished it!

But i say to girls, when you really love someone,
better if you make sure yourself what you will say to him
before you really tell it to him!

And dont forget your pray! It always work!
Its not about this book!
but about your choise and you to be yourself!

new book and old friend!

midnight: i was reading my new book when niken sent me message

"tadi gw naek motor pp grogol depok ama angga. mati! badan gw remuk2! hahahaha tapi tetep gila! how are you today hun?!"

hem??? angga died? wait? she laughed. i must be wrong... hem... okay... he was not! hahahaha the news was so funny! I answered her message

"hahahahaha gw kira angga mati... salah baca sms saking buru2 gw bacanya... untunglah kalian berdua selamet (paling engga itulah yang pengen gw tulis di situ, tapi kayaknya di sms ga sebanyak itu =P). Gw lagi baru beli buku aneh yang gw yakin lu ga bakal suka (kalo lo suka bisa gawat dunia hhehehehehe)... tapi mungkin gw mulai suka buku ini..." i replied

"hum buku aneh untuk orang aneh kayak elo! gw mau tidur dulu ya ngantuk nih!" ups she replied it!

She teased me, hemm tough she hadnt know what is the tittle of my new book! Good she decided for sleeping before destroyed my fun with my new book!

there is something between this new book and her, every words there made me imagine hows she will tear every pieces and burn it before she will throw them all to the sea... am i too exaggerate? hemm may be not =)

even they have totally different way to face life, i respect both of their character!
I like my new book and I still here with old friend!

Sunday, November 13, 2005


smile is better than flat

listen to someone
is better than
insist with own assume


feel it deeply,
hows life fill heart wisely..

Saturday, November 12, 2005


I disappointed them
feeling not good
what should I do?
am I strong enough?

its about choices
I should do something
to continue my life

and I believe
I can decide in wise way
with God’s guide

Thanks for praying me the best

Monday, November 07, 2005


i like break time
especially my break time
in school
since i was in the plsygroup
until college

now im break
for something

and i dont like
this break one...

hope the break time
is over soon

Thursday, November 03, 2005


when i think many things...
when i have no output...
then it must be nothing...