Monday, November 10, 2008

memar memar

memar ini kudapat

bahkan senyum terindah dari ibuku
menambahkan memar satu lagi

ingin kusampaikan ungkapan maaf berulang kali
namun tak mampu...

sakitnya kian terasa

tiap saat kutitikan air mata ini
perasaan bersalah bercampur haru
berkecamuk mencekam hati dan jiwa

menyesakkan dada

noktah jingga di visi
rona semu jambu di jiwa
hampir hilang

tak ingin lagi kutatap kelabu ini

biarpun hijau biru telur asin mewarnai
namun setidaknya itu tidak gelap

aku ingin shcoking pink ataupun bright orange
di hamparan light blue dan lemon green...

aku mohon
kesembuhan..
jiwa dan raga



dan bantulah aku menyatakan cinta
pada ibuku, ibu yang penuh berkah





2 comments:

  1. in the depth of his eyes, I found his true feelings
    in the depth of my mother's voice, I found the deepest love
    between those depths I see I'm hurt
    between those depths I see their pain
    but between those depths... I found peace.. love.. and honesty..

    carefully and slowly... I'll see to them not having the pain...
    and I'll see mine being drifted by the air...
    with only patient and willingness to let go..

    love is not about keeping it to yourself, but giving it to others...
    I'll give mine to both of them...until it's time for me to fade away... :)


    -luv u sis! be strong ma belle... -

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  2. I wonder how you have bit same feeling such as mine..

    the diference i even dont know... he is aware my existing here or not hiiihihi..

    but.. this lately weeks my mouth mumbling... im sorry mom... im sorry prince... im sorry..

    such as a big trouble i have made.. im in trouble by myself.. no longer being like this i hope..

    no longer..

    o my dear sis... how could i share this, it's already hard for me..

    love you to sis... thank you for understanding me ^_^

    hug

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