26 Desember 2005 -untuk tanah rencong-

Satu Tahun Setelah Tsunami


mari tundukan kepala

kita berdoa bersama

untuk kedamaian dan kebersamaan

terus berjuang

membangun kembali

tanah rencong

dengan tekad

mengisi hidup dalam kebaikan

dan menggapai kehidupan yang lebih bijak


amin amin amin amin amin amin amin


dalam cinta,

bangsa Indonesia
yang berbhineka tunggal ika

MerRy ChRistMas!

Dear All in Jesus LoVe!

Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!

God Bless You!

final test

this month full with the final test

i wish a nce and peace christmas

then a happy and bright new year...

but this hard final test make me lose all the wishes...

should huffing much...

trying to make the final test time enjoyable

and then the christmas and new year

become great in the middle of the test!

News from Solo

This morning I got news from Mba Ajeng
That Galuh is in an accident

Dear my lovely sis Galuh...
I call her Iit
wish you well soon
We are praying for you
We love you

Festival Film Indonesia

hummm
cool!
gw bangga lho sama Film Indonesia
mulai ada titik terang
dari kebutekan selama ini

semoga temen temen
dari dunia Film bioskop
konsisten deh ya
bikin film bermutu
untuk masyarakat

by the way
dear my friend
Nicholas Saputra
selamet yeeee bo!!!!
2 thumbs up!
speech loe dikit!
tau aje gw ngantuk berat,
dan bertahan cuma mau liat lu maju!
hahaha GO GO GO prend!
lo mang de best laaaaa...

o ya jadi inget...
pas jaman SMU!
temen gw yang bernama JAPRA
suka banget ama yang namanya Melly Goeslaw
tadi malem pas melly muncul nyanyi AADC
gw pun nyadar! gw juga kagum sama dia!

Speech Mentri...
ugh cuma sempet denger 15 detik pertama...
Kris ganti channel TV nya....

Marcella...dan Nico..
Btw kok gw belom nonton FILM kalian
dua duanya ya... gw payah niii hehehehehe

Buat Riri Reza TOP!
Selamet Rahardjo juga!
uhmm Dian Sastro... cantiikkkkk!!!!
Sarah Sechan MC terfresh!
SAMUEL nyanyi Citraaa...
ya ampun dia lucu banget... dan TOP!

buat para penulis skenario dan penata kamera
ayoooooo berjuanggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!
Waiting for nama kalian yang menonjol
diantara nama bintang-bintang itu
hehehe...

banyak ya ternyata yang pengen diungkapain

sekali lagi

VIVA FILM INDONESIA!!!!

waiting for christmas (^__^)

wink wink wink
waiting for christmas

it must be rainy day
i guess so
it always bit rain in christmas

must be a lot of
hugs and kisses

im waiting for christmas

for something better

"ini demi kebaikan..."

"its better..."

kenapa?

sebenernya better untuk yang mana ya?

kok kayaknya aku ga setuju...

was it really for something better?

i still cant understand...

which one for something better?

Women R WorTHy!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just received a friendster message from
an account on friendster with nickname "boys are toys"
i think it must be she then :)


"Have U ever hurted by Man????
Did u ever been lied by man????
did u ever been cheated or betrayed by man?????
or even not u that been hurted.....

did u ever knew, saw, and felt
that all around u there's so many gals...
ur bezt friend, ur neighbour,
ur sista,any gals that u knew,
or even our mom
whom are hurted, suffer, desperated,
kept struggling through their misery,
just to survive...just kept hold on tried to stay alive,

how many tears that had to be dropped.....jaz 4 a man???

BOys Never knew how we felt..
They don't care how hurted we are...
They won't to know..
wot they've done with usor...
wot they already took from us....
maybe ur heart, ur soul, ur body, ur 'virginity', ur trust.....
or,,,They won't and afraid with RESPONSIBILITY!!!
cos..They are toy!!!!!!!!!
Boyz Are Toyz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so join with me!!!!.
..show all ur expression here...
only 4 ur solidarity,
ur support 4 them that maybe desperate,
fall down, unconfidence, felt lost....let we help them,,,
to letting they know,,that...she's WORTHY and not ALONE!!!!!!!!!"


i think its the way to find friend with the same love life problem

how about you friends????
wanna join her?

i dont think boys are toys
i dont want boys think girls are toys too

if i dont want other think something
i wont think in the same way of that thinking

that makes women worthed..

fool

once upon a time in depok
i made a dialogue with myself
foolish dialogue...

"please...
its hard...
please...
dont do that
it would be the same
as others before
its hurting me much"

heard such as fool girl inside
unstabil and drunk
may be... I'm

Luka

aku duduk dan kemudian berbaring
sejenak aku berpikir
sesaat kemudian aku menitikkan air mata
seraya termenung
aku mulai membuka katup kenangan

ribuan tawa namun jutaan tangis
dan hikmah yang tak terhitung
hanya tinggal serbuk masa lampau

tangan ingin mencoba kembali meraih
namun terkulai tak berdaya

hati kecil terluka
dalam.... sangat dalam....

menanti datangnya kenyataan
seperti dalam kenangan
persahabatan yang menakjubkan



dedicated to:
Nix, Tan3, Ari, Ghe', Naya and Kholis

Saturday Night
February 23rd, 2002

Congrats!

Dear Nix Mazeltov my bestfriend...

Congratulation...
Have a nice graduation day...
Good luck for the new life!

Not student anymore in Trisakti
but still student in Life..

Love you dear

your piggy

goldie mama

Dear mama,

Happy wise goldie

you are so lovely

lots of hugs and kisses

in your deepest love

as my guardian

show me the world

with heart

in God spotlight...

--daughter--

a dream

there will be cows right there
cocks and hens everywhere
dogs bravely show their faithful

small simple house
surrounded by wide green grass

fresh air
clean water

little friends give their best laugh
live in peaceful and lot of smile

merasa bersalah!

"hm... naek ojek 3000 trus angkot 1000 hemm ojek lagi 5000" dalem hati sambil ngitung uang... gile ongkos jadi naekkk hahaha... buru buru sihhhh jadi ngojekk padahal kalo ga buru buru mungkin ongkos bisa cuman 1000 rupiah!!!! dari rumah ke depan jalan kaki... trus naek angkot bayar 1000 trus naek bus kampus... tapi karena mendadak disuruh ngampus jadi lari tunggang langgang... bokek deh... :(

pas naek angkot si supirnya malah ngomongin lagu 'si komo' inget ga siiih??? macet lagi macet lagi gara gara si komo lewat.... pak polisi jadi bingung orang orang ikut bingung...

huaaaahahahaha lucu banget supirnya nyanyi nyanyi gitu gara gara jam setengah dua siang plis dong masa macet siiiiihhh..... hehehe

pas turun dari angkot dengan bangganya bayar 1000 rupiah pake uang baru.... uhm tapi tiba tiba wajah si supir yang tadinya bahagia karena nyanyi nyanyi kok jadi berubah gitu ya...
hem mungkin dia ada masalah kali ya...

setelah tu angkot pergi...

ya ampuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun

baru nyadar.....

kan BBM naek... bukan cuma ojek doang yang naekkkkkk... tapi angkot juga....

jadi bukan 1000 harusnya tapi 1500...

huhuhuhu merasa bersalah....
jadi ga enak...
kerasa banget ga enaknya
sampe sampe pengen ketemu lagi sama abang-abang angkotnya
mau bayar lagiii

ya ampunnn maafkan saya ya abang angkot ya ceria :)

semoga suatu hari kita bertemu lagi, untuk ngelunasin utang saya... amin :)

thank you for understanding me..

thank you for understanding me

you always sit right beside me
you always make my heart comfort

but i still cant realize
another hurts will come

and i still like pray for us
may happyness always in our heart

thank you for understanding me

s i l l y- t h i n g s!

Sun shine brightly in this side of world

and Moon out calmly in the other side of world

She is walking through the streets
breath deeply on her every step
smiling to herself when she realize
thinking of him

He is writing on his work
seeing the clock everytime he could
realize that he thinking nothing
except thinking of her too

silly things..

since when it started
until when it will find the end

now nobody knows

Remember the silence feeling writing i wrote month ago?

may be suggestion to make the next chapter of it is quite brilliant =)
thanks Nick!

Read This Book!!!

Dear my friends,

dont care you are boys or girls
may be men or women too =)

if you have time for love
try to read this book
its good

i really give you recommendation to read it
i think oldish who lived ages before us
applied way of life such as printed on this book

remember the name of the book?
"he's just not that into you"

remember who wrote it?
Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo

not only for women
of course men need read it too!

tell me after you read it =)

He's just not that into you!

hi hi hi hi hi provokatif banget nih buku!!!
di satu sisi its really match sama konvensional life gw =)


He's Just Not That Into You
By Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo

"He's Just Not That Into You is provocative,
hilarious and, above all, intoxicatingly liberating.
It deserves a place on every woman's night table.
It knows you're a beautiful, smart, funny woman who deserves better.
The next time you feel the need to start "figuring him out,"
consider the glorious thought that maybe he's just not that into you.
And then set yourself loose to go find the one who is."

You should see how Wulan suggested me to read this book!
You must be laugh when you see Mira's face when knew i'll read this book!
You cant stand when Niken screamed hehehe when knew i've already finnished it!

But i say to girls, when you really love someone,
better if you make sure yourself what you will say to him
before you really tell it to him!

And dont forget your pray! It always work!
Its not about this book!
but about your choise and you to be yourself!

new book and old friend!

midnight: i was reading my new book when niken sent me message

"tadi gw naek motor pp grogol depok ama angga. mati! badan gw remuk2! hahahaha tapi tetep gila! how are you today hun?!"

hem??? angga died? wait? she laughed. i must be wrong... hem... okay... he was not! hahahaha the news was so funny! I answered her message

"hahahahaha gw kira angga mati... salah baca sms saking buru2 gw bacanya... untunglah kalian berdua selamet (paling engga itulah yang pengen gw tulis di situ, tapi kayaknya di sms ga sebanyak itu =P). Gw lagi baru beli buku aneh yang gw yakin lu ga bakal suka (kalo lo suka bisa gawat dunia hhehehehehe)... tapi mungkin gw mulai suka buku ini..." i replied

"hum buku aneh untuk orang aneh kayak elo! gw mau tidur dulu ya ngantuk nih!" ups she replied it!

She teased me, hemm tough she hadnt know what is the tittle of my new book! Good she decided for sleeping before destroyed my fun with my new book!

there is something between this new book and her, every words there made me imagine hows she will tear every pieces and burn it before she will throw them all to the sea... am i too exaggerate? hemm may be not =)

even they have totally different way to face life, i respect both of their character!
I like my new book and I still here with her..my old friend!

silent

smile is better than flat

listen to someone
is better than
insist with own assume

silent..

feel it deeply,
hows life fill heart wisely..

now

I disappointed them
feeling not good
what should I do?
am I strong enough?

friends...
its about choices
I should do something
to continue my life

and I believe
I can decide in wise way
with God’s guide

Thanks for praying me the best

break

i like break time
especially my break time
in school
since i was in the plsygroup
until college

now im break
for something

and i dont like
this break one...

hope the break time
is over soon

nothing...

when i think many things...
when i have no output...
then it must be nothing...

it is the third

first it was because of something that we called bestfriend

second it was beacuse of something that we called religion

and then now...

the third one... it is because of something that we called culture

what next??

vina bilang cinta

puas banget

nonton film nya Rachel Maryam dan Delon

suer ga mengecewakan sama sekali..

punya karakter yang pas dan original...

selamat ya...

semoga dunia hiburan indonesia terus maju dan berjaya...

amin

Happy Bithday papa!

27 october 2005
happy wise 51 years old papa
Love you always...
wish you all the best...




















from your sweetest daughter...

duridu at home!

duriduers having crazy party at home...
he he he... 35 students of my class came to my house...

first pizza then mc donald pack
hemm black forrest cake and ice cream after that..

and didnt forget take some pictures of us... cool!
thank God they didnt destroy my house with their laugh he he

Love them much coz they ore so lovely
wish this friendship forever and ever

yacub

24 october 1997
yacub back to his Lord

yacub was the one i used to share
yacub was the one i used to take care
yacub was the one that always there

yacub will always here...in my heart...

happy birthday mba ajeng

19 october 2005
hi hi hi hi
older than before...
should be wiser!!!
Happy birthday Mba!!!

should turn this stuff off

i think i should turn this stuff off
its being so hard to be myself
if i still stand on this dark situation

should i turn this stuff off and is it over?
yes and no..
its ok
may be i can relax for a while...

see me differently???

wanda...

if someday..you find someone that see you differently.. not as a sister :)
then you know that he might be the one ;)

said mbae' to me...

this every minutes

nick called me minutes ago...
minutes after i decided left my dream behind...

now havent know yet...
what will i do the next minutes...

throw them away?

i can't take care them anymore...

wanna addopt them????

so sad... need someone who loves them trully...

im not throw them away...

just wanna give them better live...

....

waiting for a week

a week can be become so fast if its about pressentation, assingments, test bla bla bla

but a week can be become soooooooooooooooooo difficult to reach if its about love

yes it is...

strange world

what a scary life
i watched television
all news about sadness
no happyness news...

what life im living in?

the sky still blue
the grass still green
and the water still give life

we still stand in the same land
we take the air in our every breath

but why we are such as strangers
that live in the strange world..

whisper...

i tried not to say anything
felt so tired and dizzy
too hard
brought it myself
until heard that whisper
...be patient...

o

smilley face
soft hands
always there
and ready
to cheer me up
and cure me

i usually call her o

dear my o,
congrats for your marriage














mas Danang and mba Ova
September 16, 2005


and happy a wise wife birthday

















O 26th birhtday October 13th, 2005

wish you all the best

with luv

ur sist
wanda

silence feeling

she is smiling to herself...
see deeply into her eyes
in front of the mirror
in her bedroom
thinking of him

he is talking to himself
watch out his cell phone
playing with his own hand
inside his car
thinking of her too

every seconds
every minutes pass out

since when it start
until when it end

never know hows each other feeling...

waiting for family chat tonight...

already midnite... where are they?















sam and ed















wanda and lisa

Hope they come soon...


























long time....
sleepy.... may be they are too busy....

should sleep now... nite....

10 10 20 05

ten october two thousand five

feeling tired..
my body is not well
got diarea since this sunday..
and fever
no parents..
need rest much
but cant

its okay...
lets doing our assignments
with my new stuff here...
his name is 'tantor'
my tough big laptop.















tantor

CP bienale exhibition

CP Bienale exhibit held on september 2005


bodyscape

all stuffs here cool and greats things!
i like it...

i went there with
mira, wulan, ivana, anne, ichat, fajar and pepes
in the opening day at september 5th, 2005

viva art in our life...

celebrate somethin?

i came to depok from banda aceh at august 28th, 2005
in 1st of september my bestfriend niken and my little friend mayang
try to have time together in dinner time in the middle og our cruel time

he he he have some relax laaa...



nix mayang wanda at pizza hut pesona khayangan depok

princess najla

amazing niece for me...
treasure of our family...

princess najla...


najla (sept2005)

21

yesterday was my birthday

21 years old

at 21 september 2005

cool!

hemm..
we had pijamas party last night...
and i still wear it now :P
ups...

there were 15 girls sleptover at my house
Naya, Ivana, Siska,
Lalit, Neri, Nhay, Ika, Revi, Ica,
Odonk, Nuri, Nina, Tami,
Wulan and Fithri

we ate pizza. drink coke and got crazy with a lot of ice cream
















aha... and didnt forget to watch movie
Janji Joni, Jersey Girl and the last Forrest Gump!

at 1 am all droped...
tired
and we slept anywhere we could..
some in my room, some in the other room
and some in front of the television
















in the morning
we finished our pizza
ate cake
and ice cream party once again....















then some reading comics and some in the middle of discuss
girl talk, dept issues, campus live, open house, exhibition etc





















ups...
there were another guest who didnt slept over here
niken, ari, alex, didi, nana and elmar...

thx all that was really nice....

and for all who pray for my birthday...
and wish me all the best

thank you....thank you very muchh

God Bless all of us...

i love you all....

hongkong

im doing my assignment
right now
about hongkong,
climate
building
daylight
everything
nice
but sleepy....
hehhehehehe

feeling this...

lisa and the little glumpang dog

dearest the beautiful one, lisa polak.
hei girl
just want to say hello to you
i miss the way you hold my hand
hug and cuddle me..
not only as a friend
not just as bestfriend
you made me comfortable
really as my sister...
Thanks sweetheart...thanks
















ed the clown

For the funniest also the coolest man, Ed murfitt.
haha.. I miss the way you look deeply into my eyes
and hug me tight
it was feel like all rejoice come again
among the cruel troubles
although i always confuse with what u r talking about hehehe
you make me calm down
and feel so proud be your sister...





















sam and the poor egg

And Sam Clark...
the one in his silence and his calm smile
enough to make me believe
im not just a big tantor
but a gorilla princess
hehehehe
actually i hate the time i far from him
need him beside...always...



sam lisa wanda ed

this is my new family...
i appreciate for this
i really have big family now...
and i love them all...

Holliday on Friday

tadi pagi libur lhoooo
trus ehemmm kerennn
akhirnya bisa istirahat...
tidurrrrrrrrrrrrr kayak hamsterrrr

trus anak2 mahawaditra datenggg
ada naya, alghif, marcel, mba meta ama mba tikaaa
hehehe


Kris, Marcel, Mba Tika, Mba Meta, Naya, Alghif, Mum, Dad
@ Pizza Hut Pesona Khayangan, Depok

trus jalan ama naya ama ria ke itc depok yang baruu
gile rame bangetttttttzzzzzzz kayakkkk pasarrr pagiii booo


naya ria wanda

heemmm
trus naya ama ria maen ke rumah ampe malemmm
nah sekarang mayang yang maen ke rumah
nah udah dulu yaaaa
dadaaaaaaaaahhh

coming h o m e

August 27th 2005

Party for us..@UN Habitat office..


back (Mr. Dito, Bang Zul, Yusda, K Dewi, Fajar, Mas Bambang, Lisa)
front (Mr.Atim, K Yuni, Popon item, Band Andi, Wanda, K Ia, Ata, K Yanti, Mr. Ross)
UN Habitat family @ front teracce of UN Habitat office
Jl Taman Makam Pahlawan number 3, Banda Aceh

i will really miss u all friends...

hei hei hei depok!!!
Im home now
Its nice!!!

fuih

After dinner on Raja birthday party















lisa, fajar, mike, mr.atim, mr.ross, raja, bang said


Mike asked us to watch movie in his house
because tomorrow is our holliday (Indonesian Independence day)
and he promised us to deliver us home after that...

We didnt watch movie at all... too tired...
but we played cards
there were intan, art, lisa (australia), fajar, germany woman (forget her name),
mike and myself...
Lisa didnt play she was so sleepy that night















wanda, intan, ..., lisa, mike, fajar

at 11 pm we asked mike to deliver us home...
he agreed
but... unfortunately...
the driver already slept that time..

accidently fajar, lisa and me slept in UNDP house...

there was no room for us..
Intan had idea...
we slept together
on the top of the building...

cold but cool


Fajar, Lisa, Wanda, Intan, Mike
Sleepover on the roof @UNDP house number 3
August 16th, 2005 Banda Aceh-Indonesia

Indonesia Independence day in Banda Aceh

After mike and intan deliver us home
Fajar and I cleaned our house, washed our clothes
washed plates, showered and packing
and then suddenly went to Merduati to meet Vic and Leony

And then we went to Lambung for lunch with the villagers















a cup of coffee with lunch

The next hour we went to Lisa's house and waiting for Mike

We went to Lhok Nga beach with Mike, Intan, Vebry, and Lisa
















mike and his surf stuff

The journey still run that night...
we arrived at Lisa's house at 8 PM
and then after had our dinner
Bang Samdani from Lambung picked us up
to his village and the villagers give us alot of durian...















Pak Zaidi, Lisa, Wanda, Bang Samdani

wow...they gave us over and over again... till drop...
and they delivered us home it almost at 00.00...

what a busy independence day...



dah hampir selesai niii... seminggu lagi...
tak tau lagi bagaimana keaadaan diri sekarang ini...
pastinya tak terawat hueheuhauhuahua
yah ga apa apa
btw the most important thing adalah
i miss all of my family...
my pets
my bestfriends
my friends
my room
my home...
dory
yaaaaaaa semuanyaaaa.....
muach muach muach

luv u

FRS

FRS itu Formulir rencana studi
nah today mesti ngisi niiii
biar awal semester wanda bisa kuliah lagii
ni pinjem komputer k Nadiya di UN Habitat
mau ngambil brapa sks ya??? belom tau niiii
hupss today wanda pilekk
trus minum nalgestan, sudah baekann
tapi ngantuk, ga papa

oiya Anne dari Handicap International
mau pulang ke Perancis..

Terima kasih udah diajak lunch di Pizza Mina..
Walaupun Anne dan Mike berebutan bayar...
akhirnya Mike yang menang untuk bayar...
hueeuauhuahuhahaeheheeee....
lucu banget kalian....


Leony, Victor, Wanda, Raja, Anne, Mike, Fajar, Lisa
August 9th, 2005 @ Pizza Mina, Banda Aceh

Today Anne pulang, sebelumnya dia mampir ke UN habitat dulu
untuk ngucapin selamat tinggal dan ngasih kita kenang-kenangan
Trus kita sempet foto sama-sama :)


pak dito, victor, wanda, fajar, anne, lisa, leony
@UN habitat office, Banda Aceh

Makasi dan sampai ketemu lagi Anne!!!

udah dulu ya!!!

oiiii

hei semua

ini wanda

masih hidup hehehe

masih bahagia

semoga bahagia selamanya

amin

luv u all

Nick Mazeltov

Not today...

but the day before today

was her birthday

20 July 2005.

happy wise 21 dear my best of my bestmate...

be strong and greater inside ur heart

luv u Maze.

a c e h

hei all

wanda lagi di aceh

menyenangkan sekali..

di sini wanda bareng..

leony vera sorta

dhona fajar hery victor syam and kedung


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kami kerja

UN habitat
Forum Bangun Aceh
GTZ
KFW
Habitat for Humanity
dan
Handicap International

di banda aceh

dari awal juli hingga akhir agustus

hemmmm

cerita ceritanya banyak banget....

nanti aja ya ya ya...

sekarang mesti gambar gambar lagiii dadaaaahhh

luv u all